Calm

You see me standing still

Stagnant

Doesn’t mean I’m calm

You just can’t see

Can’t see the chaos inside my head

How I’m singing to myself

Dancing to the rhythm of my heart beats

Or

How I’m breaking down

The anxiety

The nervousness

Or all at the same time

Underneath

My soul goes through all these

I know it’s not obvious

But with the eye of the patience

Maybe you can see my fire.

A Letter to Myself

When nothing works out

And life seems hard

I know you feel like you’re the only one

Who has to deal with the harsh parts

But you’re not alone

We all stumble at least once

So even if the hard days come

Rest a little but don’t stop

Let’s take baby steps slowly like tortoise

And be the one to finish the race.

Motivation

The invisible power

Keeps us pushing forward

Although unimaginable and distasteful things happen and exist in this world

Every morning we open our eyes and move on

But what is the motivation?

Money, power, greed?

Them, they have a long history

But all that’s temporary

Most of us flourish on hope

To have a better tomorrow

Hanging on to the rope of humanity

Waiting for the world to be more better

Where you, me and all of us

Can love and exist together

2018

2017 left us before we knew it. I feel like it was the most unproductive year of my life. So, to make 2018 productive, I came up with the list of things I want to do in 2018.

1. To make the habit of sleeping early and getting up early. Also, to get 8 hours of sleep a day.

2. Get into fitness and start eating healthy overall.

3. Stop procrastinating

4. Learn guitar

5. Travel more

6. Find a better job

7. Learn at least 2 more languages

8. Get more organized

9. Learn to cook variety of foods

10. Meet more people

11. To be positive

12. To smile more and be happy in general

13. To write more

14. To read more books

15. To be more creative

I know it’s a bit late, but

Happy New Year everyone.

I hope you will enjoy great things in 2018 and be happy.